What happens when a man in long-term recovery realizes that the language of his sobriety is beginning to feel "rote," and he discovers that his anger is actually just a mask for deep disappointment?

In this tenth episode of Follow Me to the M-R-O-P!, host Brian Mueller sits down with Ramiro de la Garza for a visceral account of his 2022 initiation at Pilgrim Park. Ramiro, a member of the AA community who has been sober for over six years, shares how he was "ambushed" by a divine connection that moved him from apprehension to a restorative state of awe.

Ramiro recounts the "crescendo" of the grief ritual, where he finally went to battle with the "monsters" of his past and left behind an image that no longer served him. He speaks with raw honesty about how init ...