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I Did Everything Right — and Still Felt Awful

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The Psyche Behind the Physique by Maddy Michielssen

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What happens when the smallest version of you isn’t the strongest — or the happiest?

In this episode of The Psyche Behind the Physique, Maddy sits down with Halle, a lifelong athlete and coach, to unpack what it really means to be strong in a world that rewards shrinking, over-training, and constant intensity.

Halle grew up in organized sport — swimming, gymnastics, track — and swam competitively in college. Like many former athletes, the transition after sport left her searching for identity, structure, and purpose in fitness. What began as lifting to stay active eventually evolved into a coaching career — and a deeper philosophy around performance, health, and sustainability.

Together, we explore:

  • Why the smallest body is often not the healthiest or strongest
  • The psychological impact of leaving orga ... 
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