Have you ever felt like you had to hold it all together for everyone else, only to realize you were falling apart inside? In this episode of the Faith•Full Podcast, AJ opens her journal from November 6, 2024, and shares raw reflections on what she calls the “Savior Complex.”

After experiencing two extremes: saving everyone at the expense of herself, and isolating completely to protect her peace. Both left her feeling empty — drained by over-giving, or guilty for pulling back. Through solitude, guilt, and even recent dream, God revealed a new way: to love without losing herself.

This episode is about learning the difference between self-sacrifice that drains and selfless love that heals. It’s about catching old habits in real time, changing your mindset so your actions follow, and walking daily in the balance God calls us to.