In this raw and deeply personal bonus episode of Agape Words and Wonders, I share a healing moment that became my first true Wonder of Agape.

I realized I never fully mourned my grandfather’s transition. I didn’t fall apart. I didn’t process. I distracted myself. I masked the pain of his transition with movement, responsibility, and noise. But when the distraction was no longer available, the pain surfaced — and for the first time, I allowed myself to feel it.

What I discovered was life-transforming:

You cannot heal what you refuse to feel.

Agape love does not rush you past pain. It meets you in it.

This episode is an invitation to unmask the pain, disappointment, heartbreak, or wounds you’ve survived but never processed. It’s a gentle yet powerful reminder that God’s love is not in ...