What if our total collapse could pivot us to our most radiant becoming?

In this vulnerable, luminous continuation of Brenda Heldoorn's conversation with Colleen, we explore what it truly means to surrender—not as defeat, but as a threshold where rock bottom becomes sacred ground.

Brenda shares her lived experience of a suicide attempt that became a catalyst for profound awakening—a moment that could have ended everything, but instead began the real journey home.

Together we move through the terrain of unraveling false beliefs, and the mysterious grace that meets us in non-resistance. Brenda’s story reminds us that staying present through the pain in our most broken moments can lead to a realization of our wholeness.

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Content Note: This conversation touches on a suicide attempt and the journey of profound healing that followed. It is shared with gentleness—to bring understanding to the reality of despair and to the grace that can arise through surrender and presence.If you or someone you love is in crisis, please reach out for immediate support in your country or region:
- United States: Dial or text 988 (Suicide and Crisis Lifeline)
- Canada: Call or text 988 or visit 988.ca
- United Kingdom: Call Samaritans at 116 123 or visit samaritans.org
- Australia: Call Lifeline at 13 11 14 or visit lifeline.org.au
- International Directory: Visit findahelpline.com for a full list of free, confidential helplines worldwide

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