Episode notes

This episode is not recorded from the other side of the storm. It’s recorded from inside it.

In Episode 104 of Metanoia Madness, Nicholas reflects on what it means to stay present with real life when momentum exists but relief does not. When progress is happening, but stability still feels out of reach. When vision is alive, but proof has not arrived yet.

He speaks honestly about the tension of carrying a personal life inside a world that feels unstable, the weight of knowing who you are before life reflects it, and the complicated spiritual landscape of faith without a script.

This episode explores:

• Progress without relief, growth without ease

• The exhaustion of surviving while still becoming

• The shame that comes from not being “where you thought you’d be”

• How global uncertain ... 

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Keywords
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