Losing Without Losing: Navigating Ambiguous Loss and Unspoken Grief

In this episode of The Quest for Self, we talk about ambiguous loss — the kind of grief you live with when someone you love is still present but changed. We share my personal journey: how my mother’s stroke, brain injury, and resulting global aphasia altered not just her body, but who she is, and how that shift redefined what it means to love someone. We explore the concept coined by Dr. Pauline Boss, distinguishing between physical presence with psychological absence (and the reverse), and how ambiguous loss defies closure. In the silence between what was and what is, there lies a storm of emotion — guilt, anger, sadness, and resentment. We discuss how the confusion and messiness of thi ...