what i want today

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i sometimes live in my curious self and often live in my scared self . they are the opposite and i dont know what i want or what i should be doing. my curious self has big outside of the box desires but my scared self almost 100% in the box. today i had a curious conversation with you and chat gpt and i stilll have no answer but i feel a lot less alone, more curious and less scared.

love you