Recording on the day after turning 41, I'm revisiting one of the most terrifying moments of my mediumship journey — my very first platform event.

Called at almost no notice, with no time to prepare and every reason to say no, I said yes anyway. What followed was a day of near-nausea, self-doubt, and trying not to think about standing up in front of 30 strangers to channel messages from their loved ones.

In this solo episode, I share exactly what happened, what I felt, and what I took away from the experience — including the one lesson that has stayed with me ever since: get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

Whether you're a developing medium, curious about platform mediumship, or just facing something that terrifies you, this one's for you.

Matt x 🔮

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