Welcome to this series on the abundance of the Lord. There was a season in my life where I found myself battling heaviness, unhappiness, and what honestly felt like emotional darkness. Not necessarily rebellion against God. Not some massive outward sin. But a quiet heaviness that slowly settled into my mind and heart. And one day, I had a realization that shook me. There came a moment where I realized something terrifying: nothing around me was actually missing. God had provided for me. He had answered prayers I once begged Him for. He had carried me through things I thought would destroy me. And yet somehow… I was still living like a man trapped in darkness. Not because Christ had abandoned me. Not because God had failed me. But because I had slowly trained my mind to stare at shadows instead of abundance. I was alive in Christ… but emotionally  ...