From Suicidal to Shining: What a ...
From Suicidal to Shining: What a Therapist Learned by Healing Herself First
Natalie Saves the World: One Podcast at a Time by Natalie Saves the World
Apr 16, 2026
55:35
Episode notes

What does it look like to go from planning your own death to standing in your light — and then losing a child — and still choosing hope?

Malisa Hepner is a licensed clinical social worker, therapist, author, and podcast host who has lived every layer of what she now teaches. In this conversation, she shares her journey from a childhood shaped by profound adversity, through her own mental health crisis, to the unimaginable loss of her 18-year-old son Jake — and how the tools she'd spent two years building are what's carrying her through.

We talk about:

  • Why trauma creates separation between you and your true self
  • The three-step framework that changed everything: Quiet the Noise → Connect to Self → Embody the Light
  • Why shame is the real noise in your head — and how to turn it down
  • What grief actually lo ... 
Keywords
finding purpose
inspiration
self-work
self-reflection
inner work
daily spirituality
spiritual growth tips
mental health
therapy
trauma