This week’s episode is a quiet, honest check-in from the middle of the muddle.

After coming off the high and exhaustion of a big mental health conference and heading straight into a deeply reflective spiritual formation retreat, Jacy shows up with very little polish and a lot of real life. What starts as a “tiny episode” turns into an unfiltered reflection on a moment of rupture in her marriage, the familiar instinct to lead with logic instead of presence, and the uncomfortable awareness that growth is still very much in progress.

In this episode, Jacy talks about:

The emotional whiplash of holding big events and deep personal work at the same time

Hurting someone you love without meaning to, and sitting in the aftermath

Rupture and repair, and why conflict isn’t the failure we think it is

Fear, e ...