Holy Heartbreak Podcast

Holy Heartbreak Podcast

by Ryan Dawn Holland

Christianity Spirituality

Season 2

Season 2 Intro: Covenant as Comfort: Why God’s Faithfulness Matters Most When You’re Tired of Trying

In this season-opening episode of Holy Heartbreak, Ryan Dawn Holland shares her personal story of spiritual exhaustion, heartbreak, and the moment she realized she couldn’t carry her faith on her own anymore. Drawing from the story of Abraham, Ryan explores how God’s covenant love isn’t dependent on our performance—it’s for the burned out, the doubting, and the deeply weary. This episode speaks to anyone navigating spiritual burnout, unanswered prayers, and the fear that faith might be slipping away. You’ll also get a preview of what’s coming in Season 2: honest conversations about disappointment, waiting, healing, identity, grief, and what it means to seek God again and again. If you’re exhausted from doing good, questioning your worth, or wondering if God is still with you—this conversation is your reminder: you are still held, and God’s faithfulness doesn’t give out when you do.

Season 1

Celebration as a Spiritual Discipline Amidst Suffering w/ Bryce G

In this conversation, Ryan Dawn and Bryce G explore the profound significance of celebration in the Christian faith. They discuss how celebration serves as a foundation for faith, especially during hardships, and the role of music in fostering remembrance and joy. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of creating a culture of celebration within communities and homes, highlighting personal testimonies and the healing power of shared experiences. They also address misconceptions about celebration, advocating for a more grassroots approach that values intimate gatherings over grand productions. The conversation concludes with scriptural references that anchor the practice of celebration in biblical teachings. For more on Joyful Noize, you can check out their website here: https://www.thejoyfulnoize.com/ You can also find DJ Bryce G and Joyful Noize on social media: https://www.instagram.com/bryceg.707/ https://www.instagram.com/thejoyfulnoize/

God's Not Done With You: The Power of Repentance in Healing w/ Kit Cummings

In this conversation, Kit shares his transformative journey from a traditional ministry role to founding the Power of Peace Project, which focuses on serving "the least of these", particularly in prison settings. He discusses the challenges he faced, including personal struggles with addiction and shame, and how these experiences led him to a deeper understanding of God's grace and the importance of authenticity. Kit emphasizes the lessons learned from working with incarcerated individuals and the profound impact they have had on his life. He highlights the significance of prayer and vulnerability in the healing process, ultimately encouraging listeners to embrace their weaknesses and seek connection with others. ⁠Order Kit's book here⁠ Check out more from Kit at kitcummings.com

Life Doesn't Feel Fair: Reflections on a Life-Altering Accident w/ Dave Malutinok

What do we do when life doesn't feel fair? We explore this question and others like it with special guest, Dave Malutinok, as he discusses the challenges of navigating grief after tragedy. Dave's honesty and vulnerability in this conversation will surely connect to anyone wrestling with understanding what their suffering means about God, faith, etc. while providing an example of a graceful way forward. To reach out to Dave Malutinok, you can email him at davidmalutinok@gmail.com.

Purpose in Singleness w/ Edyn McLeod

Today we are talking all about singleness, purpose, waiting, agency, and so much more! Although this episode is specifically geared towards singleness, anyone feeling like they are "waiting" on a blessing will surely enjoy this conversation. Our special guest is Edyn McLeod, a RevivEE missionary. You can check out more of RevivEE's work from the link below: https://www.reviveeeasterneurope.org/⁠https://www.reviveeeasterneurope.org/⁠

The Compassion of the Gospel w/ Dr. Ben Barnett

We recently interviewed special guest @drbenbarnett, CEO of @hope_worldwide, about the development of his convictions on service. As we walked through passages like Matthew 25, we are reminded of the significance of loving our neighbors as part of God’s vision for communal restoration. For more information on HOPE worldwide, visitz: https://www.hopeww.org/

Pregnancy Loss & The Role of Community in Navigating Grief w/ LaToya Massey

This conversation delves into the heavy and often unspoken topic of pregnancy loss, exploring the emotional and spiritual journey of those who experience it in addition to the ways this “genre of suffering” relates to all sufferers. Special guest LaToya Massey shares personal stories of miscarriage, the impact on subsequent pregnancies, and the role of faith in navigating grief. The discussion emphasizes the importance of community support, understanding the complexities of grief, and finding hope amidst loss. LaToya shares powerfully as she emphasizes the importance of being present for those who are suffering, the role of the church in supporting individuals through their pain, and the significance of scripture in providing hope during difficult times. The discussion also touches on the complexities of faith, the discomfort of witnessing others' suffering, and the need for community support. To hear more from LaToya, check out “The Well,” a podcast she cohosts that highlights faithful women of all walks of life. “The Well” Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/5ezwY9AsI12NYSdN0XEN78?si=0a10cf0ec3b84e13 Chapters 00:00 Understanding Pregnancy Loss 03:11 Personal Experiences with Miscarriage 05:47 The Emotional Impact of Pregnancy Loss 08:16 Navigating Subsequent Pregnancies 11:02 The Role of Faith in Grief 13:35 God's Presence in Suffering 16:02 Community Support During Grief 18:31 The Complexity of Grief 21:00 Finding Hope in Loss 32:28 Navigating Grief and Loss Together 35:07 The Journey of Faith Through Hardship 38:02 Understanding Job's Friends and Their Role 41:07 Supporting Others in Their Pain 43:15 The Importance of Presence in Suffering 46:07 Finding Hope in the Midst of Trials 49:49 Scriptural Anchors During Difficult Times 53:08 The Role of the Church in Supporting Grief 57:00 Faith and Fear in the Journey of Parenthood 01:06:19 Closing

Career Heartbreak: Removing Shame From Rejection w/ Andrew Fisk

In this conversation, Andrew Fisk shares his journey through the highs and lows of his career, focusing on the challenges of rejection, the importance of identity, and the role of faith in navigating life's trials. He discusses his work with 'Free the Artist,' his experiences in the music industry, and the lessons learned from various setbacks. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of understanding shame versus guilt, the necessity of action alongside faith, and the hope found in trusting God's plan, even amidst uncertainty. To learn more about Free the Artist, visit the link below: https://www.freetheartist.com/

The Peace of God Amidst War w/ Abigail Tohme

Summary: In this conversation, Ryan and AbI discuss the ongoing turmoil in Lebanon, focusing on the personal and communal impacts of war. AbI shares her experiences and the emotional toll it has taken on her and her community. They explore the importance of faith in navigating these challenges, emphasizing the need for prayer and reliance on God. The conversation also highlights coping mechanisms, community support efforts, and ways for listeners to contribute to the relief efforts in Lebanon. Chapters: 00:00 Introduction and Context Setting 02:01 The Current Situation in Lebanon 06:36 Generational Perspectives on War 11:12 Community and Church Response 15:49 Finding Peace Amidst Chaos 20:49 Messages of Hope and Support 24:40 Closing Thoughts and Call to Action 28:18 Navigating Anger in Difficult Times 31:25 Finding Common Ground in Struggles 33:56 The Power of Faith in Adversity 36:28 Prayer and Community Support 37:56 Outro Get Involved: LINK TO DONATE BELOW... CHOOSE 'LEBANON' IN THE DROPDOWN MENU: ⁠https://hopeww.kindful.com/⁠ Connect with Abi: @abigail_tohme Keywords: Lebanon, war, faith, community support, mental health, resilience, prayer, hope, coping mechanisms, personal stories

How Can God Be Both Good and Angry?

Keywords God, Old Testament, New Testament, faith, justice, goodness, suffering, grace, restoration, scripture Summary In this solo podcast episode, Ryan Dawn explores the complex nature of God as depicted in the Old and New Testaments. She addresses the common misperception of God as angry in the Old Testament and loving in the New Testament, seeking to reconcile these views. Through personal reflections and scriptural analysis, Ryan discusses the struggles of faith, the importance of justice, and God's unwavering love and grace. She emphasizes the need for context in understanding God's character and the significance of community in navigating faith challenges. Takeaways God's goodness is often questioned during times of suffering. Understanding God's character requires studying scripture in depth. God's commitment to justice is a central theme in the Bible. God’s anger is often the deepest reflection of His love for us. The Old Testament reveals God's love and commitment to His people. God desires justice and righteousness from His followers. Restoration and grace are key aspects of God's nature. Community support is vital in faith struggles. Personal experiences can deepen understanding of God's goodness. God's timeline for justice may differ from our own. The more we study out God’s character, the more evidence we will have of His goodness in the times where it might feel harder to believe. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to the Podcast and Topic 03:03 Exploring the Nature of God 06:12 The Struggle with God's Goodness 09:12 Understanding God's Character through Scripture 11:55 The God of the Old Testament vs. the New Testament 15:07 The Importance of Context in Understanding God 18:02 God's Justice and the Prophets 21:12 The Consequences of Israel's Actions 23:57 God's Call for Justice and Righteousness 27:03 The Hope of Restoration 30:06 God's Heart for the Oppressed 33:13 The Balance of Justice and Grace 35:46 Personal Reflections on Faith and Struggles 39:04 The Role of Community in Faith 42:22 Final Thoughts and Prayer To support this podcast: ⁠https://venmo.com/u/Riah_Fiah_

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