Dark Void Disco

by Minnamari

The mission of this podcast is to provide a space for meeting with the void, and to consciously connect with aspects that are often pushed into the shadows of the subconscious.

This is a freely flowing podcast that consists of subjective reflections/ ramblings on subjects that I feel a need to express and create space for. The episodes range from the unpacking of memories and emotions to more general contemplations on  ... 

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Podcast episodes

  • 010 Ocean of Emotions

    010 Ocean of Emotions

    Singing three sorrowful songs while floating in the Ocean of Emotions. *** If you want to see the complete video performance with all five songs, and get access to a free audio file of "Alive", you can join my Patreon: www.patreon.com/minnamarihelmisaari You can find my music on bandcamp at www.minnamari.bandcamp.com or search for "Minnamari" on most music streaming sites. I am currently in the process of releasing these songs, so at the time of publishing this episode there isn't that much music out yet. But I will be releasing the full album in end of July 2024.

  • 009 Unwanted

    009 Unwanted

    Exploring the root cause for my pattern of feeling unwanted or abandoned in my relationships.

  • 008 Monster Mother

    008 Monster Mother

    Coming to terms with being a "bad mother", and trying to understand the value of embracing both my creative and destructive power. This episode is intentionally released in May, which is Maternal Mental Health Month. In acknowledgement of this, I am sharing some links to the organization Postpartum Support International, which helped me gain my footing as a new mother. Donate to Postpartum Support International https://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/ Free online support meetings for parents https://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/

  • 007 Addiction

    007 Addiction

    Contemplating addiction and the different things I've been addicted to: Coffee. Alcohol. Games. Love. Work.

  • 006 Failure

    006 Failure

    Failing to find any counterarguments to the notion that failure is a pathway to success.