In this unfiltered episode, I take you through the chaos that shaped me — from telling my high school principal to fuck off, to blowing $70,000 in one wild spiral, to hitting 170mph on Florida interstates chasing something I couldn’t name. Homeless, drowning in debt, lost in depression, and obsessed with some future that never arrived — I was unravelling. Until I wasn’t, this is the story of how I stopped chasing and started arriving, how presence saved me, how I found fulfillment not at the top, but in the wreckage. If you’re lost, in the grind, or waiting for your "real life" to begin, this one's for you.