Love, Lust, And A Goodbye
Love, Lust, And A Goodbye

Words For The Deaf by C.J.

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Love, Lust, And A Goodbye tells the story of a conflicted narrator wondering with how to deal with the end of a relationship. The narrator at first tries to distance himself from the events of the past by effectively telling himself that his past self during the relationship was never him. The narrator instead opts to believe what transpired were events that happened to a friend or a character in a movie. "It’s just a fuzzy film, a projection onto someone’s past". "Fuzzy film" relates to this idea of trying to convince himself it was just a movie he saw, as well as the fact that his memory of the relationship is fading. Later he recounts the relationship he refuses to believe is his, and wonders if he was ever loved. Ultimately, the narrator accepts that the relationship was his own, and forgoes any belief that he wasn't loved. This acceptance  ... 

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