You Never Felt Great/I Never Felt Good is about the disappointment I had upon having sex the first few times. I wrote this piece to bring awareness to the sometimes ugly side of sex, so hopefully others won't feel so alone as I did.

Upon my first several sexual experiences I was left disappointed not only with said experiences, but with myself as well. In society sex is constantly held on a pedestal for how sensual it is. Furthermore, men are shown as sex addicts, and virgins only last a minute their first time. During my early experiences the sex I did have was rather dull, and I found it hard to reach climax. This left me feeling alone, concerned, and frankly emasculated, hence the line "Am I even a man?". I felt so alone on this issue that I was convinced there was something wrong with me, which can be seen in the change from "T ...