Happy 4th of July.

I found myself a couple hours ago wondering if I really am committed to being authentic.

My feelings got scratched and my negativity kicked in and I had some tender emotions. I wanted to throw my walls back up, hide, pretend I am Gucci. But that isn't how I played it out in real life,

Tonight I share experiencing emotions when I usually avoid or repress them.

Remember we covered this the other day. When we are fake--

we put on masks

we control how other see us

we pretend

Not today I didn't. And its ok. It's just gonna take some practice feeling things and allowing myself to be uncomfortable for an hour or two. But time goes on. It gets better.