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Thinking Through the Darkness

Thinking Through the Darkness

by Spec

Season 1

Did Roxas, Xion and Lea Need To Be In Kingdom Hearts 3?

Episode 12 and we're having a conversation that a lot of people probably aren't going to be thrilled about. Tetsuya Nomura and Kou have said that there were initially no plans for Roxas, Xion and Lea to be in Kingdom Hearts 3. Their stories were concluded in 2. It was fan demand that brought them back. And I think — looking back on it — Nomura was right. In this episode I dig into whether the Twilight Town trio's presence in KH3 actually adds anything narratively, or whether it's emotionally satisfying fan service that the story had to bend itself around. I look at what Roxas, Xion and Lea each actually do in KH3 beyond the Keyblade Graveyard sequence — and whether any of their returns meaningfully change the outcome of the story. But the deeper problem I keep coming back to is this: by giving Nobodies permanent vessels, Kingdom Hearts 3 opens a can of worms it has never properly closed. What happens when Sora dies in Kingdom Hearts 4 in Quadratum? Does Roxas get yeeted from his vessel? Does Sora develop a new Nobody? If a Nobody in a vessel can be overtaken by someone else — as the Riku Replica situation implies — are they really a full person? Or are they just piloting a body that was never truly theirs? The whole point of the Nobody arc was that some things can't be neatly resolved. That there are always going to be people in the margins. And giving Roxas, Xion and Naminé vessels removes that entire argument. I also get into the Foreteller body hopping problem, why the confusing argument for not including them doesn't hold up when Xion herself would have been equally confusing to anyone who had only played the numbered entries, and who might have taken their place if the original plan had held. We're not done asking uncomfortable questions here. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

Final Fantasy 15 and What It Taught Me About Friendship

Episode 11 and we're getting personal. Final Fantasy 15 is one of my top three games of all time. And I know what some of you are thinking. I know. In this episode I make the case for why Final Fantasy 15 is not only a brilliant game but an important one — specifically for men. Because underneath the road trip and the royal destiny and the Ardyn problem, Final Fantasy 15 is fundamentally a story about what healthy masculine friendship actually looks like. And I think that's rarer than it should be. I talk about where 15 gets it right — the brotherhood, the camaraderie, the way each of the boys respects the others without it ever needing to be stated. The way Gladiolus can walk away and come back and the group just absorbs it. The way Ignis losing his sight doesn't make him lesser in their eyes. The way Prompto exists as proof that levity and love are worth protecting. I also talk about where 15 gets it wrong — specifically the rushed final third, the missed opportunity of the time skip reunion, and why we deserved a proper sit rep with Noctis as king before the final battle. And I talk about the guy at the PS5 counter who called Final Fantasy 15 gay because four guys go on a road trip together. And my response to that. I also get into FF7 Remake — and why splitting one game into three parts is a mistake that Final Fantasy 15, to its credit, never made. And I end with something personal. Final Fantasy 15 arrived when I needed it most. Shortly after my dad died. And I'm still waiting to find my village. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

What is a Keyblade?

Episode 10 and we're asking a question that sounds simple and absolutely isn't. What is a Keyblade? Not in the sense of — it's a key-shaped weapon that unlocks things. In the sense of — is it actually a physical object? Because the character files, which are the most up to date canon source we currently have in English, have quietly removed all reference to Keyblades being physical items. And I don't think anybody is talking about that. In this episode I dig into the specific language differences between the 2014 compendiums and the 2020 character files — including how the definition of Keyblade Master has been retconned from "a particularly skilled wielder acknowledged by their master" to simply "a wielder who has gained a lot of experience." No Mark of Mastery exam required. No peer acknowledgement necessary. Which has some pretty significant implications for basically every exam we've ever witnessed in this series. I also get into the chicken-and-egg problem of what the base Keyblade actually looks like without a Keychain attached, why Anti-Aqua having a Keyblade in Kingdom Hearts 3 raises more questions than it answers, who bequeathed Lea and whether Yen Sid can even technically do that if he's never been seen with a Keyblade, and why the shift from physical object to magical ability actually makes more sense the further into the series you go. We are left with more questions than answers. As always. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

You should play Dragon Age Inquisition

Episode 9 and we're taking a detour. No Kingdom Hearts today. Instead I want to talk about the game I keep coming back to more than almost anything else — Dragon Age Inquisition. And why Veilguard, despite being a perfectly competent RPG, committed one of the most quietly devastating acts of character assassination in recent gaming history. In this episode I go through the full cast of Inquisition — Cullen's lyrium addiction, Leliana in the alternate timeline, Josephine's impossible diplomatic dance, Iron Bull's back-pocket betrayal, Vivienne's grief behind the mask, Blackwall's long road to redemption, Sera's trauma dressed up as chaos, Varric's unrequited everything, Dorian's confrontation with his father, Cole's question of what he even is, and Solas — who deserved so much better than thirty minutes of screen time in Veilguard. I also get into why the banter system in Inquisition does something that almost no other RPG has managed since — including Baldur's Gate 3 — and why Dorian and Iron Bull ending up together is one of the best pieces of relationship writing in the genre. And I end with the thing that genuinely upsets me most about Veilguard: I can't name the characters. Not because I didn't try. Because they gave me nothing to hold onto. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

What I want for Kingdom Hearts 4

Episode 8 and we're doing something a little different today. No theory dissection. No character files. No paradoxes. Just me talking about what I actually want Kingdom Hearts 4 to be. And I think some of it is going to surprise you. I want the series to slow down. I want Sora to lose access to his Keyblade and have to figure out who he is without it. I want a Persona-style daily life arc in Quadratum — a job, an apartment with Strelitzia, a day and night cycle, flashbacks to his adventures triggered by a duck in a park. I want him to sit with the isolation he has never once been allowed to sit with in fifteen years of adventuring. And I want the moment where Riku finally finds a way to bring him home — and Sora says no. In this episode I also dig into why the Foretellers make more sense as individual antagonists for each game in the arc than any single villain, why Xehanort's role in Kingdom Hearts 4 should be that of a witness rather than a participant, why Naminé deserves a Keyblade and Kairi deserves her own Drive Forms, and why the Ven and Strelitzia situation needs to be addressed — even if only in a single scene that only the people who know will understand. This is the Kingdom Hearts 4 I want. Let me know if you want the same. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

The Namine Problem

Episode 7 and we're talking about the most underrated character in Kingdom Hearts. Naminé barely gets two pages in the character files. And yet without her intervention, the events of Kingdom Hearts 3 simply don't succeed. She's the one who calls out to Terra. She's the linchpin that makes the second loop possible. And the series has almost entirely failed to reckon with that. In this episode I go through everything the character files actually say about her — including her full story entry Another Dream, which raises more questions than it answers. I dig into why she's described as a witch rather than a standard Nobody, why the Wayfinder Trio apparently never developed Nobodies despite arguably meeting the criteria, and why Naminé's sketchbook disappears from Re:Mind entirely. But the core problem I keep coming back to is this: how can Naminé simultaneously be the Nameless Star in the Final World at the end of Kingdom Hearts 3 and then appear fully formed at the Station of Awakening in Re:Mind? Those two things cannot both be true at the same time. And yet the game presents them as if they can. And if Naminé is in the Final World — a place you can't leave until things are resolved — how exactly does Sora tell her to go back there and wait? How does she move between planes at all without a body, without her sketchbook, and without any established connection to Terra? This is one of those threads that the series has never fully explained. And I think it's time someone actually pulled it. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

What's in The Box

Episode 6 and I think we've always known what's in the box. We just missed it. Going back through my old theories, I stumbled across something in a Kingdom Hearts 3 cutscene that's been sitting in plain sight the whole time. Maleficent, in Thebes, tells us exactly what she thinks is in the black box. And given that our villains in Kingdom Hearts almost never actually lie to us — they obfuscate, they misdirect, they frame things to their advantage, but they rarely outright lie — that matters. In this episode I dig into what the character files say about Maleficent's full timeline — including the specific moment her time skip begins, which is not when most people assume. I read out her full story entry Dark Deed, which reveals how she first learned about the outside world, how she manipulated Riku, and what she's actually been after this whole time. I also get into the connection between the Books of Prophecy and Jiminy's Journal, why Yen Sid's tower full of books might not be coincidental, and whether Xehanort himself knew what was in the box — and if so, what that changes. And I end with the question I genuinely want your thoughts on: how do we feel about a core mystery potentially being resolved in a throwaway line that almost everyone missed? If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

The Canon Problem

Episode 5 and we're going somewhere that's going to make some people uncomfortable. A comment on the Kairi video got me thinking about something I've wanted to address properly for a while — the question of what counts as canon in Kingdom Hearts, and whether it's ever acceptable to exclude games from the conversation because they're inaccessible. The short answer is no. But the longer answer is more interesting. In this episode I dig into why "the mobile games aren't canon because most people haven't played them" is actually a systemic problem with Square Enix's media conservation, not a fan issue. Why excluding Union Cross and Dark Road from the conversation is the same as saying an out of print book stops being a valid source. Why the Ven and Strelitzia retcon between Union Cross and the character files is exactly the kind of discrepancy that matters — and why tracking those discrepancies is a media literacy skill that goes way beyond Kingdom Hearts. I also revisit my very first theory — that Kingdom Hearts 3 isn't actually canon — and why the intro sequence, the worlds devoid of people, and Ephemer's appearance at the Keyblade Graveyard all point toward something much stranger than a straightforward numbered entry. And I make the case for why holding space for alternative perspectives — even uncomfortable ones, even ones you disagree with — is the whole point of theory crafting in the first place. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

The Scapegoat

Episode 4 and we're going deep into the secret reports. Specifically Secret Reports 12 and 13 from Luxu — because there's a word in there that I can't stop thinking about. And that word is reenact. Because if the Keyblade War in Kingdom Hearts 3 is a reenactment — a staged event, a play, a depiction of something that already happened — then what we witnessed isn't a real war at all. It's manufactured. It's a performance. And the person at the centre of it has been explicitly called a scapegoat. Xehanort. The villain of the entire Dark Seeker Saga. A scapegoat. In this episode I dig into what that actually means — the biblical definition, the symbolism hiding in plain sight in Xehanort's armour and chess piece, and what it implies about the Master of Masters and the lost masters needing someone else to take the blame. Because if you need a scapegoat, that means there's something above you that you're afraid of. Something that would hold you accountable. Who watches the watchmen? I also get into Luxu's hubris — specifically the fact that he keeps calling the Gazing Eye his Keyblade when it has never been his. And what "taking the stage to finish his role" actually says about where his head is at. And I end with the thing that's always bothered me about Xehanort's ending in KH3. He doesn't rage. He doesn't fight to the last. He says "very well done." That's not a villain conceding defeat. That's a teacher watching a student graduate. If you enjoy the podcast, following, leaving a review and dropping a comment genuinely helps it reach more people. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

Why Kingdom Hearts Found Me

Episode 3 is the one you've been asking for. Why Kingdom Hearts? Why this franchise, of all things, to dedicate this much time and intellectual energy to? The honest answer is that I don't know if I chose Kingdom Hearts or if Kingdom Hearts chose me. What I do know is that it found me when I needed it. I started at 2 because I saw an advert, hit two hours in without even reaching the opening credits yet, and that was it. The hooks were in. In this episode I talk about why Riku's journey specifically was something I needed to see as a teenager — and why that matters. Because Kingdom Hearts is a Disney franchise that has absolutely no business delivering the kind of harsh, honest life lessons that it does. And yet it does. Consistently. Across every game in the series. I go game by game through what landed for me, what I think each entry is actually trying to teach, and why those lessons need to be accessible to the people who need them most. And I talk about why Noctis's arc in Final Fantasy 15 is the opposite of Riku's — and why that contrast is exactly what makes it so fascinating. Which is also why it's almost certainly going to be a You Should Play entry on LoreBySpec. If you're enjoying the podcast, following, leaving a review, and commenting genuinely helps it climb the rankings and reach more people. It costs nothing and makes a real difference. Find Thinking Through the Darkness everywhere you listen: 🍎 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/de/podcast/thinking-through-the-darkness/id1894678543?l=en-GB 🟢 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EUruDHtKY5Fl8rPoHwLtH 🎵 Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/5abef121-2a19-4fdf-b13a-3ed852565aea/thinking-through-the-darkness 🎙️ Podcast Index: https://podcastindex.org/podcast/7822111 📋 Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/thinking-through-the-darkness-spec-rL4iOjeuE0Y/ 📡 RSS Feed: https://media.rss.com/through-the-darkness/feed.xml The software that makes this possible costs money. If you want to support directly: ☕ Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/iamspecious LoreBySpec on YouTube for the main channel.

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