Tomorrow night I'm holding my first full mediumship service — standing up in front of 30 people to deliver an opening prayer, inspired speaking, and a full evening of mediumship — and I'm terrified.

This two-part solo episode captures it all. First, the honest build-up: the nerves about the opening prayer, the inspired speaking, the notes I couldn't memorise — and finding out my skeptical partner Simon was coming to watch. Then the debrief the next morning: five spirit connections made, an argumentative father who communicated exactly as he lived, a gentleman with a love of horse racing I had no business knowing about, and what it actually feels like to hold a room.

If you're a developing medium wondering what platform work really feels like from the inside — this one's for you.

Matt x 🔮✨

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