In this episode, I share what it’s been like to be in a season where I feel this strong need to be in control—but honestly don’t know how to be. When every decision feels so important, it’s easy to put pressure on yourself to make all the “right” choices and feel like everything depends on you. I talk about the fear of going down the wrong path, the pressure of not wanting to repeat past mistakes, and the constant push to keep moving forward—even when life feels heavy. That anxiety can make you feel stuck, like if you don’t figure it out now, you’re falling behind.

But the more I sit in these feelings, the more I realize they’re all pointing to the same thing: I was never meant to carry this much control on my own.

In this episode, I also read a chapter from a book I’m currently going through that’s been helping me shift my per ...