A former altar boy and Eagle Scout typed a suicide note begging for his own brain to be autopsied, overwhelmed by violent thoughts he could not control. Hours later he committed one of the most infamous acts of mass violence in American history. This episode examines the 1966 University of Texas tower shooting and the man behind it, Charles Whitman.

We trace a childhood of high achievement layered over severe abuse, his time in the Marines, mounting stress, amphetamine use, and blinding headaches, and his single visit to a psychiatrist where he described the very act he would later commit. Drawing on a 2024 medical analysis, we explore the brain tumor pressing against his amygdala and what it means for questions of intent and free will.

• How an abusive, perfectionist father instilled both terror and marksmanship
• The dualit ...