I Could Be Meaner
by CapricornClarkSeason 2
Pour into YOU, FIRST Bitch π
...in the most genuine, loving, term of endurement way, Please , please.... PLEASE! I am begging you to understand: Self Love, is the GREATEST LOVE on earth! Love on you! Pour into you! Show up for you! Speak kindly to you! I also give some clarification on an unanswered question from Ep10. let's discuss. Be kind. πMarriage is HARD. Heal. Stop Bleeding On People That Didn't Cut You.
I gotta give a **Trigger warning * β οΈ for this episode. Please take care while listening. I am always going to be about and lead with TRUTH. HONESTY. & TRANSPARENCY. I also hope to serve and my expierences serve as a lesson and guide to others. Please learn from my mistakes, not emulate or repeat them. π«ΆπΏππΏ please listen with an open and understanding heart and mind. please be kind. β€οΈπ«πThe Quiet Era & What Really Happened To Her ?
In this pop up episode, I open with a clip of a conversation I had with Tiger regarding some new information I got surrounding my mom's death years ago. I grapple with the new information and whether this is something that can still be reopened and potentially investigated. I have felt it in my bones since I was 14, that something wasn't right in the events surrounding how we were told that my mom died. I also give an update on life and remind yall the importance of protecting your mutha effin peace. I been staying to my got damn self lately and its been glorious. πHow different connections shape you, drain you or are telling you, "Girl! go heal yourself!"
Hey loves πΉπ In this episode, we discuss reality tv shows, Taylor Frankie Paul from "Secret Lives of Mormon Wives" Later, then we descend deeper discussing different types of connections we have with specific individuals and how those connections serve different purposes for different reasons. Either to teach you, leave you, drain you or direct you to leave them alone and go heal yourself. Let's discuss ππIf It's Not Giving "Main Character" Energy, What are you even doing?
Reasoning behind changing the name of the Podcast. let's talk about non negotiables in your relationships with others. Are you giving "Main Character" energy in your own damn life? let's discuss ππThe Fire π₯ Horse π Year: What we won't be tolerating anymore.
Hey yall π This Queens throat Chakra is open and fully functional! The Fire Horse year has begun and what my soul and probably yours, has been waiting for. Let us rise up from the ashes of our burned shedded skin of our previous self. Step into the Queen πΈπΏ that we are β¨οΈ Tolerate no more bullshit. Take no more disrespect. Stand tall, and speak our truth. Shine our light β¨οΈ Be intentional and unapologetic to the fullest about the space we take up. Let's plan to live fully in abundance of what the Fire π₯ horse π expects of us! Unapologetically. This isn't ego, this is Elevation. πLook inward, Are you truly happy?
Hey yall! π In episode 5, I carry on about the correlation between 2 free flowing energies like Money πΈor Love π. How often we believe having one or both of those things will solve all our problems and how they tend to make us feel blissfully happy in the beginning. but....... what about 5, 10, 20 years later? How we feeling now? Let's discuss, shall we?No More One Sided Connections & Unpacking Why My Elf on the Shelf Makes Me Cry.
Hey yall! Happy 2026! First new podcast episode of the new year! ππΏβ¨οΈ In this episode I am discussing being DONE with one sided connections of all kinds. You know the ones! Where if you aint calling or texting than the phone doesn't ring! We aren't entertaining that anymore yall! Going forward, we are only pouring into cups that are equally pouring into us. Cheers β¨οΈπ₯ to putting ourselves FIRST in 2026! πAffirmations into 2026 & saying Fuck you but thank you to 2025
As we prepare to reign in 2026, I thought I would send a firm warning to anyone that threw me away and is now wanting to circle the block on me before the close of 2025. DONT. ππΏ I ended the episode on a high note with loving affirmations for 2026. Happy new year! love yall! π
"Chasing wounds in the form of other people and my OCD brain"
Hey ! hey! hey! Cedie's back! Tell a friend!π€£π Welcome! Season 2! Omg! here we go. In this episode, Its a bit heavy fyi, I officially close the book on some stuff briefly discussed last season regarding my former belief that I had a soul tie to someone I once called a friend. What I truly believe all that was now, was me chasing a father wound In the form of another person and I talk a bit about why I believe this and how to move forward and the lessons I learned coming out the other side of that expierence and how it is all connected with me choosing to go no contact with my toxic extended family. This episode will be the last and final episode I ever bring this person up in and discuss them again. This is also a hug and apology to myself and the last piece of the wake up call I needed to truly close this painful loop and put it behind me forever. I also give yall life updates and discuss abit how I believe my OCD brain fit into my delusions the past two years. missed yall. π thanks for rocking with me and continuing to tune in.