This is very raw. Why I don’t exist to be attractive in this artificial approximation of Life also known as matrices or cultures.

The way women have been and are treated is reflective of how men treat the planet. If you can’t keep yourself or allow our home to maintain its order I ought not have anything to do with you.

How children raised in trauma develop extra sensory perceptions by default. My maturity at 7. My Observations and Musings as a child.

Ego seems a teacher and seems protected. Ego seems to seeks to deter its abuse by acting on its abuser. It teaches and allows the build up and the breakdown movements.

Sex seems a teacher and also seems protected. Sex seems to seek to deter its abuse by acting on its abuser. It teaches and allows the build up and the breakdown movements.

Negotiating with self in fav ...