In this season-opening episode of Holy Heartbreak, Ryan Dawn Holland shares her personal story of spiritual exhaustion, heartbreak, and the moment she realized she couldn’t carry her faith on her own anymore.

Drawing from the story of Abraham, Ryan explores how God’s covenant love isn’t dependent on our performance—it’s for the burned out, the doubting, and the deeply weary. This episode speaks to anyone navigating spiritual burnout, unanswered prayers, and the fear that faith might be slipping away.

You’ll also get a preview of what’s coming in Season 2: honest conversations about disappointment, waiting, healing, identity, grief, and what it means to seek God again and again.

If you’re exhausted from doing good, questioning your worth, or wondering if God is still wit ...