This text explores the profound psychological and spiritual impact of controlling religious environments and the healing process of reordering one's affections. The author argues that rigid structures often mistakenly prioritize institutional loyalty and behavioral compliance over genuine love, leading to a distorted view of God and self. True spiritual health is found in Augustine’s concept of ordo amoris, where finite things are enjoyed in their proper place rather than being asked to provide infinite fulfillment. Central to this recovery is the priority of grace, which asserts that an individual is already cherished by God before they ever attempt to improve their lives. By shifting focus from religious performance to  ...