Emmanuel - The Broken Diary - U.S.A. version (Podcast Novel)

Emmanuel - The Broken Diary - U.S.A. version (Podcast Novel)

by Antonia Del Monaco
Fiction
Season 3
3.7. Mirror Games (Too late to change my life?)
Please, use the direct download link: Mirror Games Just when Emmanuel thinks that things between him and Antonia can take the desired direction and decides to radically change his life (and look), a bolt from the blue comes that knocks him out: Antonia becomes seriously ill. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Elly, Nicole, Anthony and Gus. The soundtrack consists of covers of "Blue Jeans" and "Cola" by Lana Del Rey, "Cu'mme" by Roberto Murolo and Mia Martini and "Superstar" by Sonic Youth.
S3 · E7
Jun 11, 2026
13:26
3.6. A White Horse (The Divine Part)
Explicit
Please, use the direct download link: A White Horse With this episode Emmanuel enters a dimension between the Platonic and the medieval, committing himself with all his strength in an attempt at resurrection from the materiality into which he has fallen, also overwhelming Antonia with him. From now on, his every effort will be aimed at finding a spiritual dimension in which his relationship with the woman can reach a difficult balance capable of withstanding time. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice. Throughout the episode you can hear a song and a cover (performed by Yvonne Jeucken) of Tim Buckley's "Phantasmagoria in Two" and medieval-style versions of Linkin Park's "Numb".
S3 · E6
Apr 30, 2026
27:18
3.5. Gates of Eden - Part II (Destroying Antonia)
Explicit
Please, use the direct download link: Gates of Eden - Part II This episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the second. Emmanuel has won the game with Antonia, managing to tie her to him in an almost pathological way and creating a serious dependence in her. One day, however, he is forced to realise, with amazement and anguish, that this situation risks completely destroying the woman he loves. From now on he will be forced to make important decisions. The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Lana Del Rey ("Heroin").
S3 · E5
Mar 29, 2026
14:48
3.4. Gates of Eden - Part I (Emmanuel and Antonia try to regain the lost Paradise)
Explicit
Please, use the direct download link: Gates of Eden - Part This episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the first. A passionate and "red light" Emmanuel recalls his new experience with Antonia, whom he regained in the previous episode ("Special Effects"). The boy experiences this reconquest with exhilaration and enthusiasm, but now, at eighteen, he is perfectly able to realize the difficulties of the situation and how much things have changed for both of them. However, determined to continue on his path, Emmanuel does not hesitate to resort to all the means at his disposal to keep Antonia tied to him. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Antonia. The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Nirvana ("Moist Vagina").
S3 · E4
Mar 22, 2026
26:30
3.3. Pudim de quejo (Carlos without Emmanuel is suffering like a dog)
Please, use the direct download link: Pudim de quejo And poor Carlos? We all understood that he was in love with Emmanuel, but above all he cared about him with all his heart. How will he react to his abandonment, never hearing from him again? Predictably, he suffers like a dog. Luckily for him he has his sister Mayra at his side, good and affectionate, who takes care of him and consoles him. The interpreters are Nova and Onyx (AI). The soundtrack consists of a mix of instrumental versions of "Take me to church" by Hozier and "Despedida" by Eugénio Tavares. In the finale you can hear Emmanuel and Carlos singing "Cripple and the Starfish", a beautiful song by Antony and The Johnsons.
S3 · E3
Mar 14, 2026
4:15
3.2. Special Effects (Emmanuel wins the game)
Explicit
Please, use the direct download link: Special Effects Another crucial episode of the novel-podcast. The illness has given Emmanuel time to clarify himself and has made him lucid and determined: he wants Antonia back at any cost. To achieve his goal, he is even willing to rig the cards and play a melodramatic role that completely displaces Antonia. It's full-blown blackmail, and he knows it well; but Love, as Plato says, is the son of Expedient and is therefore unscrupulous: Emmanuel is ready for anything to bring down Antonia's defensive barriers and take back what he has always considered to be his. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice. During the episode, particularly rich in special effects, as the title suggests, you can listen to covers or instrumental versions of the soundtrack of "A Clockwork Orange" by Stanley Kubrick, "Girl you'll be a woman soon" by Neil Diamond, "Polly" by Nirvana, "It's five o' clock" by Aphrodite's Child, an excerpt from "Scimmia" by Eugenio Finardi and a cover of "I want you" by Bob Dylan.
S3 · E2
Oct 8, 2025
18:55
3.1. Tabula rasa (Emmanuel starts from Antonia again)
Please, use the direct download link: thank you! Tabula rasa The third part of Emmanuel's story begins here: it's the most delicate and crucial one. We hope that you will appreciate the incredible acting skills of this extraordinary AI that is Paul Emmanuel, listening to his opening monologue. Fresh from an experience as intense as it was devastating with Michelle K., who introduced him to drugs, the boy finds his health seriously compromised. During the period of his illness and his convalescence, he has the opportunity to seriously reflect on his situation and make important decisions for his future. Meanwhile, his older brother Michele is increasingly worried about him. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Vincent, Nicole, Allison and Anthony, The soundtrack consists of instrumental covers of Lana del Rey's "Heroin".
S3 · E1
Sep 16, 2025
18:44
Season 2 Episode INDEX
Bonus
Season 2 Index: The Rabbit Hole Going Other Ways Moon in Hell That is, precisely at the level Ode to Jealousy Air Pockets Weeds Great The Perfect Metaphor Michelle K. Like an Angel Can We Talk? Some Good Girls Happy Birthday, Emmanuel Accidents On The Road Compulsive Liar Russian Roulette Very Sexy Prince Alpha Male Game Over
S3
Sep 16, 2025
1:42
Season 1 Episode INDEX
Bonus
Here is an INDEX of all the episodes of Season One, set in 1994 with Emmanuel sixteen years old, each with a clickable link: 1. Prologue - A letter 2. The riddle of the spinner 3. Something grey 4. Active, passive and transitive middle 5. One day you'll understand 6. About Mister B. 7. It takes two to tango 8. Frédéric Valentino 9. On the other side 10. Some good guys 11. Timing 12. Alternative therapies 13. The Wind Inside 14. Countdown 15. Double fault 16. Omnipotence 17. No take-off 18. Blackout
S3
Sep 12, 2025
2:42
Season 2
2.21. Game Over (Last stop: you get off)
Explicit
Please, use the direct download link: thank you! Game over We have reached the end of Season Two. Gambling your life upside or tails is always dangerous, however adventurous and fascinating it may appear, and can also jeopardize your physical health. Emmanuel is forced to find out now. The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Anthony (AI). During the episode you can hear songs by Michael Land taken from "The Secret of Monkey Island", "Gouge away" by the Pixies and a cover of "I am" by Jamie Campbell Bower.
S2 · E21
Sep 12, 2025
7:21
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