I apologize darkness for taking my time to update my entries to you. Some weeks and months, life is harder than others and we are all fighting a battle of some kind. I would promise to be better, but I don't want to lie to you or to me. I strive to do better though and I have so much to tell you. My life is constantly evolving. I want to share so much that THAT, in itself, makes it hard because I want to share what is in the now, what happened before, life lessons I picked up on - even a movie I just saw, catching up on shows. Sometimes I start watching something and just cannot continue because it is too much. Do you find yourself perceiving that some things are just too heavy? I watched a lot of heavier shows and movies as a youth but I find myself, as an older adult, wanting to watch things to escape the heaviness of the world more.

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