The Poison of Spiritual Envy vs. the Beauty of Holy Envy

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In this episode of Midnight Carmelite, we perform a metaphysical surgery on a subtle, insidious parasite: Spiritual Envy. St. John of the Cross describes this not just as a character flaw, but as a direct resistance to the Light. When we witness the Truth of God in another—their discipline, their peace, or their proximity to God—and feel a twinge of grief rather than joy, we are experiencing a contraction of charity. We explore the mechanics of "mud-throwing" and how the ego attempts to "undo" the reputations of others to compensate for its own perceived darkness.