I thought success would pull me out of grief.

Instead, I made over $100,000 in the first few months of the year, gained 50,000 followers… and still found myself stuck in a rut.

In this episode, I share the very real experience of signing up for the Huntly Half Marathon during one of the hardest seasons of my life, thinking I could run my way through grief, burnout, and disconnection from myself.

Spoiler alert:

I did not magically become a runner.

I barely trained.

I nearly pulled out.

I downgraded from the half marathon to the 10km.

And honestly? That decision taught me more than forcing myself through 21km ever would have.

This episode is about:

• rebuilding trust with yourself

• what happens when achievement stops fixing your pain

• grief, burnout, and losing motivation

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