I Almost Didn't Apply for Chemistry: A T4T Dating Show

Reflection on visibility, transness, and the body

What does it mean to be seen when your body is changing in real time?

In this episode of SIGNS of breana, I reflect on applying for Chemistry, a T4T dating show, while navigating acne flare-ups, hormonal shifts, aging, and the ongoing process of becoming – in a trans body.

I almost didn’t apply.

Because transitioning isn’t comfortable - it is radical and earth shaking.

This is a reflection on transness, aging, and the complexity of living in a body that is both deeply yours and constantly evolving.

On gratitude. On discomfort. On being witnessed anyway.

What are the conditions you place on your own visibility? And what might happen if you softened them?

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