I Thought God Was Done With Me

Are you exhausted from trying to hold up your end of a deal with God that He never asked you to make? So many people carry hidden wounds while continuing to serve, lead, and worship, never letting God into the places that hurt most. This is a conversation about perfectionism, shame, grief, and what it actually looks like to stop performing faith and start experiencing it.

Key topics covered include:

• Why striving to earn God's grace is a misunderstanding of the gospel
• What Galatians 2:20 and Hebrews 10:14 reveal about faith, perfection, and the Christian life
• How grief and loss can distort our view of God and lead to spiritual burnout
• Why worship can become a hiding place instead of a healing place
• What happens when you finally tell God the honest truth
• The difference between healthy deconstruction and losing your faith
• How to invite God into your everyday weakness

Scriptures referenced: Galatians 2:20, Hebrews 10:14, Philippians 3:12-14, John 4:23, 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

If you have ever felt like you were drowning underneath a performance of faith, if you have ever served harder out of guilt than out of joy, if there is a room in your heart you have kept locked because you are afraid of what is inside, this message is for you. God is not waiting on the other side of your honesty with judgment. He is waiting with gentleness.