It's 5 in the morning. I'm wide awake in the back bedroom, trying not to wake my partner. I can't sleep because something just shifted. 🌟🌙

This weekend, I stood before 30+ strangers and delivered messages from spirit. Twice. Then the very next night, I led my first online mediumship service via Zoom. Three more readings. All successful.

But here's the thing—before each one, I was convinced I'd freeze. Convinced nothing would come through. Convinced I'd humiliate myself.

In this raw, spontaneous episode (recorded in real-time at 5am), I share:

• The diving board metaphor that perfectly captures platform mediumship
• Making people cry and having to keep going
• The "hard grandmother" who wasn't lovey-dovey
• Why coming out as psychic is scarier than coming out as gay
• The moment ...