Anton Bruckner wrote symphonies so monumental they sound carved from granite, yet the man himself was deeply insecure, submissive, and socially awkward, once tipping a famous conductor pocket change to buy a beer after a rehearsal of his own Fourth Symphony. This episode unpacks the puzzle of how a poorly paid rural assistant schoolteacher from Ansfelden, Austria, became one of the most audacious composers of the 19th century.

We trace his 12-hour-a-day organ practice as a boy, his abusive apprenticeship under a schoolmaster in Windhaag, and his years of counterpoint homework by mail with Simon Sechter before he wrote serious symphonic music at 37. We explore how Wagner's harmonies blew his mind, how critic Eduard Hanslick and the Brahms faction mocked him in Vienna, and how his habit of caving to criticism created the so-called Bruckner pr ...