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What started as venting, toxin, and pain has become something tangible. The Book of Carlos is now available in print — something I never planned, never chased, and never set as a goal. And yet, here it is.

In this episode, I reflect on the surreal reality of holding trauma in physical form, the strange tension between achievement and suffering, and what it means to grow through events I would undo in a heartbeat — especially if it meant having my mother back.

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