WTF! I'm trying ketamine-assisted psychotherapy to help heal myself, connect to a deeper part of my soul, experience the world differently, form new neural connections and hopefully eliminate some of the negative self talk and depression and anxiety I've been plagued with for years. I'm hopeful that my experience provides me with a beautiful story to tell - a cosmic tale - if you will, that allows me to better understand myself and my purpose, creates a better, more positive self-narrative and allows me to conceptualize myself and my journey in a new and more understanding way. I will note - this is one tool in a large toolbox of mine, and this is something I feel excited as heck for. I'm ready for an awakening experience. My mind, body and soul are all ready to explore what this journey might mean for me. I feel like I'm an emotional guinea pig  ...