Zen Roshi, Lola McDowell Lee, suggests we resist trying to recreate an earlier experience in meditation. The sword loses its edge with constant feeling. Your earliest memories at 3 or 4 or 5… that was the beginning of your ego. So what were you before that? Lao Tzu says when you reach success to step back into obscurity. Also, trying to change and remain the same at the same time—the hook that many are on. Jun 7, 1981