While recording this one... I was pretty spent and exhausted during this recording ... even listening back I can FEEL the heaviness ...

As I've been saying since the beginning ... I am sharing my life with you in real-time ...so you are REALLY hearing me here ... and I just hope it helps... to hear my struggles ... this whole thing made me realize that even when I THINK I am living my life a certain way ... or "presenting" with someone a certain way ... it's not always the case.

This relationship arrived quickly ... and looks like it's leaving even faster. ... Difference this time around, is I am able to self-reflect on why ... right away. I am surprised and disappointed in what I am realizing ... but that is what life is all about.

Thank you for listening.

Love, Alana.