Good Morning. I wanted you to know this one was recorded in the morning ... because sometimes mornings are hardest for me. When I was in depression, the minute I woke up, before I opened my eyes, I would feel, for just a split second, that the depression had lifted... and I would have HOPE. And then ... my eyes would open, and I was still in the darkness. Similarly, when my Dad passed, I would wake up ... and say "Oh Dad, thank God you are still here ... I had the worst dream" ... And then my eyes would open, and I would remember the truth, my Daddy was gone forever.

So ... this morning was one where my emotions ran high, and when I record something like this, where I am crying and feeling so deeply, I think to myself, I should not post this one. And then my heart whispers, "Alana, this is the only one." - So here it is... Raw and Real... a ...