04: Why am I not healing faster?

In this episode of Microdosing Retirement, Amanda explores the frustration of feeling like healing should be happening faster.

Through honest reflections on grief, burnout, perfectionism, nervous system exhaustion, and the pressure to cope “the right way,” she shares what it looks like to navigate a difficult season in real time, without pretending to have it all figured out.

From reality TV and “girl dinners” to therapy, self-soothing, and learning how to ask for help, this episode is a reminder that healing isn’t always aesthetic, productive, or linear.

This week’s microdose invites listeners to let go of the pressure to heal perfectly, practice a little more self-compassion, and remember that we’re not meant to do this alone.