Nick spent years trying to outrun the pain in his life until addiction took nearly everything—his marriage, his family, his home, and eventually any sense that there was a way back. At one point, he made a decision to stop fighting and simply “burn it all to the ground.” But in the wreckage, something unexpected happened: God met him there. In this raw and deeply personal conversation, Nick shares how recovery led him from simply knowing about God to developing a real relationship with Him—one built on surrender, honesty, grace, and daily connection. His story is a powerful reminder that we do not have to clean ourselves up before we come to God. Sometimes the first step is simply turning toward Him.