You are functioning. You are producing. By every external measure, you are fine. From the inside, it feels like something else entirely.

In today's story, Finnegan has been walking toward a light on the mountain since the first morning he opened his eyes. He knows it is his. He has always known. But somewhere on the climb — as the path narrowed and the people who loved him drifted back toward the wider parts of the forest — he forgot something essential about where the light was actually coming from.

In the integration talk, we explore high-functioning burnout not as collapse, but as a very specific kind of forgetting. What occupational psychology calls overcommitment. What our nervous systems experience as chronic activation that feels indistinguishable from aliveness. And what it means to arrive at the thing you have been building — ...