Have you ever felt like hope was slipping through your fingers in today’s world? I know what that feels like—because I’ve been there. Losing Charlie Kirk was a rude awakening for me.

In this episode, I share a very personal story of a season when I lost all hope. For six long months, I dug my heels in, wrestled with God, and tried to carry everything in my own strength. The result? Bitterness, frustration, and the most miserable stretch of my life.

• Romans 15:13 reminded me:“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”

Everything changed when I made the choice to place my hope—not in my hands, but in God’s. That surrender felt like a spiritual death, yet it was also the beginning of true transformation. I ...