Even Here — He Found Me in the Fire

Before Part II, I need to tell you where this podcast really came from.

This is not a polished conversation about grief. This is my testimony from the middle of it.

In this interlude, I talk about the kind of pain that changes you — the silence from heaven that felt unbearable, the questions I was afraid to say out loud, the nights I thought grief was going to swallow me whole, and the unexpected ways Jesus kept meeting me there anyway.

I thought suffering would pull me away from God. Instead, grief became the place where Jesus felt the most real to me — where I finally understood the cost, closeness, and depth of following Him.

If you are grieving, angry, exhausted, numb, heartbroken, or barely holding onto God at all, this episode is for you.