I'm not gonna lie, this one was slightly relieving and slightly uncomfortable to record because I had to remember the really ugly arguments with the horrible things I said, and the horrible things he did. So much stress, so many tears, so much love & so much bitterness. To be very clear, this episode isn't to slander my exes, what got me through my breakup was hearing other girls on podcasts sharing their story, their honesty with their anger & bitterness, their growth, their lessons & faith.

For my loyal hearted girls.. At some point you realize that holding onto something that keeps hitting a wall, is actually keeping you and that other person from being on their authentic path.. that was a hard pill to swallow.. cause you literally want him to CHOOSE YOU AND AT THE SAME TIME YOU WANT to drag the guy across concrete LOL....  ...