Content warning: This episode describes child sexual abuse (CSA), child abuse, and references suicide. The worst of the content is the second part of the episode, the narrator will warn you to skip to Episode 2 to avoid the description of CSA.

This podcast episode delves into Joseph’s traumatic upbringing within a deeply troubled Mormon family. Joseph shares his early life experiences, focusing on his parents' dysfunctional relationship, the dark history of his mother’s upbringing, and the emotional neglect and abuse he faced. The narrative explores the impact of his mother’s manipulative behavior, her lack of maternal capability, and her use of the Mormon faith as a tool for controlling and hiding troubling truths.

The episode also touches on the darker elements of Joseph’s childhood, including the sexual abuse he and his sibling Cou ...