This episode dives into the pregnancy no one talks about—the one that isn’t celebrated. I open up about battling intense hormones, pre-partum depression, and an identity crisis that left me grieving the woman I was before becoming a mother. I share the mental weight of loving my baby while feeling disconnected from myself, and the guilt that comes with not enjoying pregnancy the way you’re expected to. I also walk through a labor and birth experience I never anticipated. This is a raw, honest conversation about motherhood, grief, and the parts of pregnancy we’re often too afraid to say out loud.