In this episode, Loraine reflects on her experiences living in Spain with her partner and their plans for retirement. Despite their initial excitement, the relationship faces challenges as her partner's work takes him away from home frequently. Loraine recounts moments of joy, such as the celebration of buying their new home, but also moments of anguish, including her partner expressing regret over the purchase. The episode also touches on personal losses, such as the passing of her partner's mother, and the emotional strain caused by the Brexit referendum. Loraine's diary entries reveal her feelings of being dismissed and emotionally abused by her partner, leading her to question the future of their relationship and contemplate her own independence.

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• Loraine and her partner had been in a rel ...