What happens when a "messianic" doer—a man who prides himself on being "too proud to fail"—finally encounters the "restless emptiness" of his own soul?

In this fourth episode of Follow Me to the M-R-O-P!, host Brian Mueller sits down with Bob Colaresi for a deeply moving conversation about his 2005 initiation in the woods of Minnesota. Bob, a Carmelite priest for nearly 60 years, shares a vulnerable look at how the rites stripped away his "false self"—the tireless administrator and "fixer"—to reveal a man who is, above all else, the beloved of God.

Bob reflects on the unexpected power of the drum, the "threatening" beauty of nature, and a profound moment of healing involving the memory of his father. He recounts the "messianic" drive that fueled his early life and how the rites shifted his perspectiv ...