In his book Optimisfits, Ben Courson calls himself a "professional fun-haver." He's full of joy and hope, but it wasn't always that way. He has suffered greatly, grieving the deaths of his brother and sister as well as the loss of a romantic relationship. At one point, Courson even considered suicide. So how did God put his heart back together? Listen as Charisma Connection host Chris Johnson asks about the hope and joy he has found.